Happy birthyeay!

Yesterday was both of my idol's birthday. yeayness!

Happy Birthday, Tuannico Liebert!  

we may just met in Virtual world, but we've known each for lately 2 years.
And sure, you're on my A-list of  Kopi Darat om!
Dan betapa soswitnya tuan ini, walaupun dia sedang dalam pertapaanya, masih sempet nge DeeM di twitter untuk mengucapkan Selamat Ulangtahun alita.

#PelukPohon

Selamat ulangtahun, Tuannico. Kami kangen Tuan!


Happy Birthday Alditsa Sadega!<3
Formerly known as @pwgdochi or 404 Not Found.

"Selamat Ulangtahun jangan jadi tua dan membosankan, Selamat Ulang tahun kawan dan jadilah yang terbaik selama engkau hidup!"-PeeWeeGaskins, Selama Engkau Hidup  

Yes I wanted it, but at the same time,

I did hesitating.

And what I've been hesitated about,

It came around.

Monday Moanday Runaway

Pilu....?

Memilikimu semu,
Mencintaimu palsu,
Menyayangimu satu,
Di dalam aku,
Hanya ada kamu.

Ga ngerti deh,
Yes I said it to myself, masa cuma hal kecil kaya gitu doang bikin lo mundur sih?
then I found out, gue tau gue ga mundur, I just lost my abillity to endure all of this bullshits. I'm overwhelmed.
I'm too young for all of this bullshits.
Gue ga seproduktif dulu, ga sekreatif dulu. Dan isn't it ironic if i say you're the reason?...

God, take me back to the track I used to be at.

This same circumstances, again, again.

the tenth months. Let's see, how long can I hold on to the situation like this?

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Terlalu mudah jatuh cinta,

Terlalu mudah terluka.

Terlalu mudah percaya,

Terlalu mudah kecewa.

Terlalu mudah tertawa,

Terlalu mudah mengeluarkan air mata.

Terlalu cepat hatiku jatuh memilih kamu,

Terlalu lama aku dapat berdiri lagi, mencari kamu yang lain.

Tragis, aku menangis.

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Do I look like Fuckin Okay?

I don't know and just don't get it, hey those who ask me or her or him or others "Are you doing okay?" "Does it hurt?" "Are you fine?" with those pussy or sometimes fussy or whatsoeverissy eye, DO I LOOK LIKE AM DOING OKAY? 

Well though, I do ask peeps too sometimes, oops, I mean maaany times.

Then I just wondered, Do I even ask to myself? "Am I Doing Okay?" "Hey Self, Are you fine?" 

Then I just wondered again, How can I supposed to ask when I obviously know what the answer really is, for me or for you or for us either that question is probably a retorical question.

We never really are okay, am I right?

There's always that one scar that refuse to healed.

There's always that phobia that denying to be erased.

There's alwaya that "sweet" memories that actually is never end up sweet at all.

then me, got banged. Okay were never exist at all.

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Am I that messy little piece of shit for you, mom?
Does seeing me do things I like doesn't make any sense to you, mom?
Am I doing wrong for proving what way I chose for me, ME, mom?

Please, rely on me. ONCE.

I hate admitting serendipity as always.

And so am I the one that helped you out,

The one you used to talk about, 

And said you cared for what I'd have to say. 

So just drink away the lies you've spilt. 

The bridges burned but never filled. 

Cause this will never end. 

And those times were buried in the past,

and who were we to think they'd last cause, 

I just lost a friend.

-A Song For Brit, ARTTM.

Katanya jatuh cinta,

Dimana letak bahagianya?

Flashbacking to this darn fckn darn memorable thing.

fuck, i miss these guys so bad it starts aching. fuck fuck fuck.

Berakhir, kawan. *beer*

EXAM IS OVERRRRRR




btw, i'm in love with John Mayer. Semoga 2012 dia jadi kesini. aamiin.

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