you don't have any idea of what I feel. Me neither.

When will I see you again?

you left with no goodbye

not a single word was said.

no final kiss to seal any seam

I had no idea of the state we were in.

I know,

I have a fickle heart

and bitterness.

And a wandering eye,

and heaviness in my head.

But don't you remember?

The reason you loved me before?

Please remember me once more.

When was the last time you thought of me?

Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I often think,

about where I went wrong,

But the more I do

the less I know.

Gave you the space so you could breathe,

I kept my distance so you would be free,

and hope that you find the missing piece

to bring you back to me.

when will I see you again?

twas Adele-Don't you remember.

Hey ben, don't you remember?

A year you sappy.

Hey ben. Hari ini satu tahun sejak that brownies moment.
Gue jatuh cinta lebih dalam sama lo hari itu
Dan begitupun seharusnya.
Gue ga mengerti dama sekali sama ini semua
Dan kapan berakhirnya?
I fell to hard
Dan akan kayak gini terus sepertinya.

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They said growing up change everything
They said growing up mess every single thing
They said getting older bring much more matter
They said it could seperate us far away
They said
They said.


Happy birthday, dear. Still be as gorgeous as you are!








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Smile heals.

Istanbul, The Final.

They taught me so much lesson. There's no such thing that wasted if you've done everything you can do. Miracle is possible. Keep on chasing!

Peduli enggak apa kata orang. Lo cuma satu.

"Those who has stayed longer than you notice,

those who are still wise enough to apologise,

are those who always put a faith in you."

-Dochi

"Apa yang bisa gue tutupin lagi kalo pada sebuah realita dan dibalik kata cinta masih dan cuma ada elo di dalamnya?"

Sometimes all we need is freedom without any boundaries in life.
If I could have ones
I wish I could,
I would spend it with you.
Go trough all the pains
Travel the world
Get lost.

I just need times somehow like that.

Hello there! just finished my midterm exams and tomorrow we 64' and 65' will bangin around Trans Studio can't wait ;)

Anyway, just falling deeper and deeper to this band:

Sleeping With Sirens!!

 Sleeping with sirens! I wish they'd come to Indonesia soon.



Cheers from Kellin Quinn!

nothing but this kellin guy in this photo always makes me smile like a jerk :)))

Jangan salahkan sesiapa, sayang.
Kau lah definisi bahagia.

[bull]shits?

Kata-kataku musnah; aku kalah.

Mencintaimu terengah-engah,

hingga tak mampu pun aku terperangah.

Memang mencintaimu tidak pernah salah,

andai saja aku bisa menelaah.

Dicintai kembali dalam sebuah rotasi,

diperjuangkan setengah mati.

Tak perduli rasamu, mati.

Pedih temanku sehari-hari.

Aku mencoba menari diatasnya.

Luka yang menemaniku berdansa.

Aku mencoba mempatenkan kata tak apa;

tetap tidak paham;

hanya menumbuhkan lebam.

tak pernah sedalam ini aku terjatuh.

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After all of these crashes bumps and downs without you, I met you again. In person.
I don't know.
If only i didn't run out that time,
Will you call my name like you used to?
Will you take me to that place and sing me a love song again?
Will we have a long chit there and chat there like old times?
Will you ask for my perfume like you always did?
Will you let me fall in love with you just one more time..
Let me do it right.

I was just building up my courage, then I saw that eyes and Bang! My courages were all dissappear.
You're the straight point of my weakness.
no matter how hard i've tried not to look so weak,
i'll always just end up being weak.

no matter how hard i've ran myself out of you,
i'll always just end up walking back to you.

no matter how hard i've searched for another guy,
i'll always just end up realizing you're the benchmark.

and no matter how hard i've tried to hide all of this scars and love and the shits,
i'll always just end up hoping you realize.



Ad.

Hey There.

First, I'm so glad that i've got the tickets to Secondhand Serenade's show @ 28 of April! :D

Second,
I really am missing those guys of A Rocket To The Moon like asdfghjkl.
Anyway, I'm so happy I could explode,
I've just realized that:

that was my hand in the picture. I saw the video where this photo print-screen-ed at, and damn, it was me.








cya! Ad.