my mind is a dark dark place and i'm afraid of it too

^-^

 

"And how will I know
If history repeats itself?
How will I know
When it's gonna come back around?
How will I know?
Has my faced changed, baby?
How will I know?
I'll stay ready 

for you to take me, take me, 

take me take me"

 So what are we, and what do we do now?

Lately I've been feeling so confused -- like living in constant limbo.

The sky looks grey, no matter which day.

bingung harus apa, harus ngapain, mau apa.

always feeling like i'm not enough to achieve anything, or to even start pursuing anything.

capek juga punya tendensi self-sabotaging yang kenceng banget.

maybe that's why I can't seem to plan and see ahead, karena udah keburu ngerasa ga bakal mampu dan ga suka berencana.