8.6.12

A newcomer

Well I ain't no trouble maker
And I never meant her harm
But it doesn't mean I didn't make it hard
to carry on.

Well it sucks to be honest
and it hurts to be real
But it nice to make some love
that I could finally feel

I'm a good man with a good heart
Had a though time and a rough start
But I finally learned to let it go
Now i'm right here and I'm right now
and I'm hoping, knowing somehow
that my shadow days are over.

-John Mayer's Shadow Days (don't forget to chech his new album, Born And Raised!)
Haaah. Finally I passed my final examination and that means what? means that i'm not officialy with doa iboe anymore. Gonna miss them and our atmosphere.

Anyway, for what i've bold up above, yes, i've finally learned to let him go.
And the bad news is that I fall in love with the wrong person again.
Errr drummer, i'm not sure about this.


so much to say but I won't make it quick
I lose myself each time i look in your eyes
so why don't you close them?

I'll fight the future for you maybe,
i'm hoping you'll be there
and hope we'll reach morning
i thought you saw it too.
 
-The Trees and The Wild, Fight the Future-

You're the main reason why i love this band deeper and deeper
really.
Thank you for being a nice stranger for me this whole weekend.

i love you.

14.5.12

A year :(

And all those sleepless night
Remains me of one thing though.
How fast time passes us by,
So why don't we hold them?

(The Trees And The Wild - Fight The Future)









A year ago.
I was standing in that crowd...
Er. I miss them like fuck. 

13.4.12

Nah, hey there.
Just sitting here as usual, but this thing is keep running in my head.
That hillsborough moment....
Well it will be the 23rd years of that tragedy. But that was one of a really, really big tragedy in the history of football.
And I just don't get it how could media made a fun out of it?
*sigh*. Really, just... Justice for the 96, don't buy the sun.
Anyway, liverpool is just won againts Blackburn! With 10 players and 3rd GK! Cheers for Maxi, Andy, and Brad Jones :D
Braddyyyy Jonaaaaaaah.
 See you again!

5.4.12

1 tahun; kita; dan kebohongan.

Bukankah itu kamu 
wujud yang ada di setiap gelap
tanpa terang
Namun tak dapat sedikitpun tersentuh?

Bukankah itu kamu
jatuh berderai indah
lebur ke dalam tanah?

Bukankah itu kamu
lingkaran terang
penuh makna
bagi kehidupan.

Bukankah itu kamu
yang dihisap
dan dihembuskan
tidak disia sehelapun?

Bukankah itu bernama cinta
jika denganmu
aku dikonversikan?

Bukankah itu aku
menunggu terlalu lama
namun tak kunjung tiba.


Another note for you ben, hope you understand.

31.3.12

you don't have any idea of what I feel. Me neither.

When will I see you again?
you left with no goodbye
not a single word was said.
no final kiss to seal any seam
I had no idea of the state we were in.

I know,
I have a fickle heart
and bitterness.
And a wandering eye,
and heaviness in my head.

But don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before?
Please remember me once more.

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think,
about where I went wrong,
But the more I do
the less I know.

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
and hope that you find the missing piece
to bring you back to me.

when will I see you again?



twas Adele-Don't you remember.
Hey ben, don't you remember?

A year you sappy.

Hey ben. Hari ini satu tahun sejak that brownies moment.
Gue jatuh cinta lebih dalam sama lo hari itu
Dan begitupun seharusnya.
Gue ga mengerti dama sekali sama ini semua
Dan kapan berakhirnya?
I fell to hard
Dan akan kayak gini terus sepertinya.