Dopehead.

And i hope someday,
you’ll find peace within yourself
that will stop you from creating chaos within others.

I hope someday you find closure,
so that nothing has to cling onto hesitations and uncertainty, 

tangled upon your “i don’t know yets” or “maybes”.

I hope you can someday see from the other side
How people have feelings and how easy for you to break their hearts

And i hope you find happiness.
That will turn to sappy dramatic sadness in just a snap of a finger,
So that you will learn,
and crash,
and burn,
and survive from your own trauma.

I pray that your heart will break, 

your eyes turn red 

and you feel anxious at some random 2 am weekdays. 

So that you will fathom how it feels to, feel.

I hope you will understand.