Dopehead.

Nothing can help someone in love,

not a framework, nor logic

not even a PhD.

I love you even when you hurt me all over again

when even after I forgave you and convinced myself to give you another chance,

you still do.

I love you even when you don't even ask about how my day was,

when even on the morning I had to take shooting pills because my nerves put me on the edge

and on the evening I can't sleep because scary thoughts kept me wide awake

you don't even care.

I love you even when you treat me in the coldest manner one could ever imagine

and in every waking part of my day, I kept thinking if there are any other couples out there

who just talked 3 sentences with 3 words to each other in a day.

I still love you even when I never know where I stand with you,

when every time I call I always fear that you'd have many things much more important than me

I'm scared of caring 

because most of the time, you'd find it annoying.