Dopehead.

This is making me constantly tired. Numb.
I tried not to be sad, i tried.
I'm sorry if what i do makes you hate me even more.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that i love you in a wrong way,
i'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being constantly sad, i'm sorry, i'm pathetic, you said so.

I'm sorry, maybe i don't deserve anyone

i don't deserve happiness.

I'm sorry for being me, sorry for interrupting your life way too much.

I just hope the very last present i gave on your birthday made you smile just once.

I'm sorry for existing