day 20. A self-made heart break.

Day 20. 

I guess. 
we talked last night. 
for the first time. 
nah, i talked to you last night. weird it wasn't really the best feeling. maybe it's because i saw it coming?

anyway, i haven't got the chance to say.. thank you for existing?

because your existence alone could make me happy.

I just wish someday you got the chance to know it. 

That you made someone else happy.

This is weird. too weird. I should be doing my deadlines instead of mumbling nonsense words like this... you probably won't ever find out anyway. about this. about my feelings.

I'm a flawed human being, with worries and a non-stop working brain. I can't stay self-less. I'm not what i was back in senior high school when being a secret admirer was as easy as having an afternoon nap.

I like you. I really like every little thing about you. 

I really hope someday you'd notice,

I really hope someday you'll find out about this.

Dear God, just this once

will you please give us chance?