to my favorite Cancer-

i always love your laughs, under the dimmed lights, on the balcony of my dormitory.
you told me many things, i listened in silence while leaning on to your arms.
your friends, family, exes, foes, or just anything.
your favorite movies, those foreign mid-east music you weirdly love.

i like that.
how you always hug me like you don't want to go, everytime you have to
because it's already half past nine

how we laugh to the same kind of joke, how you're telling me how your day went
how we always talk things out, eventhough it means me being as annoying as a child and you being as stubborn as a rock.

i will always remember, the night we hugged each other and laugh.
you give me the right side of your earphone, listening to stupid songs you chose
(lol, i know you were nervous right there and that was why you did that)
we danced, the earphone still hanging on our ears.
and we walked down the stair, still, the earphone hanging on our ears
i was afraid you'd fall! so i kept checking on you
god knows how much i love us that night.

i'm sorry that i kept on disappointing you.

i just want you to know that i'll always be here,
reminiscing in silence, how good what we had was. is.