"It's odd how one thing could be the cause of so many contrary feelings."

Sometimes I like crowds,
but sometimes I appreciate silence.
I'm a "people" kind of person at day,
and suddenly changing to an individualist at dawn.

I love staying up late.
I love how my mind shouts at my ears, telling me so many things.
it's quiet and noisy at the same time.

One day i'm listening to accoustic-folk songs,
they soothe me.
One day i'm screaming at the top of my lungs, to post-hardcore and metalcore songs
they somehow, entertain and calm me in a funny way.

Some days i'm a lazy-ass. Totally unproductive.
But some days i'm working my ass off.

Most nights I crave to be at my own. Thinking that I'd be better and perfectly okay when i'm alone.
but the other nights, I crave someone's literal presence.
Because it's true in the end.... Being alone is okay, but when you start to feel lonely... That's when something's wrong.

I'm a total contradiction.... Right?