Dopehead.

"I never make a good liar. All people know that. 
I never found any good listeners than a blank of paper and a healer than the warmth of sunrise. 
Yes, it sounds too lonely. But I think that is who I really am.

Solitary is the best word to describe. As dry and windy as my elementary school field when all kids went home earlier. And all I can do is take a deep breath with a blank stare.

I want to go somewhere far alone, making peace with all the feelings that have been growing quite long. Say some deep wishes and prayers to those loved fellows, then close my eyes, and take a deep breath.

There is a phase that I think everybody will face. The time when old photos are the things that you seek for. When the weather, the smell, the feeling of the moments captured in the pictures easily come into the nerves of your body. When your head is like a busy metropolitan city that you can’t get rid of. And when you feel that you just want to be with nobody and leave all of your responsibilities behind."

- Arief Syakur Sutedjo.