Rian.

I made you a playlist, few months ago.
it's filled up with songs that you like
or that reminded me of you
or the ones we used to sing on your motorcycle, in my bedroom, or anywhere we've been in.
either way, it's just one of the many ways to show you that i cherish your existence.

I never told you, about what is it in you that makes me crazy over you.

I guess it's your brown eyes, and how it's always suddenly gone when you laugh.
Or how your mind works, it's bizzare, i never found someone that thinks the way you do.
How you translate your surroundings into well-rounded but fun (most of the time, bitter) opinion

It's weird to see you look down on yourself
when all you have is unpolished perfection, buried deep within you
i wish someday you could see yourself the way i see you
that you're capable of so much more.

i like the way you're always stubborn over things.
Like if you want things to be done that way, it has to be
no matter what happens.

Most of the time, i miss how good you smell,
your scent stays with you,
that's why it's always nice, and kind of sad,
to hug you at every ends of our meetings.

maybe i'm too unworthy to receive all kinds of your perfection
i just thank you for ever being present in my life
you saved a spot in me.