"to the narcissist i once loved."

"I know that you are pinning to see me contact you and admit that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me but I am sorry you no longer exist in my world. 

I'm sorry, you're no longer a part of my existence, 

I hope this hits you hard and it makes you realize that you're worth nothing. 

I am not the person I was, 

thank you for this transformation though I owe you nothing, not even hatred.

I am sorry you are the worst that could happen to anyone, 

because people like you don't change.

It was my bad luck that I loved such an ingrate human. 

I know that you're waiting for me to beg and plead to you 

to come back to my life but gone are the days when I used to think 

that happiness was always around you. 

Thank you for showing me that you are not worth anything.

Thank you for showing me that I'm strong enough to push you away.

It was silly of me trying to see you as my savior, 

when it was clear enough that you were the one 

digging daggers in my heart but I guess all is not lost. 

I am glad I found parts of me that gave me the will to live 

and not just exist after you left. 

I know that I loved you with every ounce of my heart 

but I also know that you were never worth anything. 

Good luck in finding solace for I know you never will. 

I hope you realize that you're the darkness that looms over people's future.

You talked of promises that you didn't bother to keep 

and you inflicted pain and never cared.

I am not regretting to have met you, 

I am disgusted by the thought of loving such monster.

People like you are always rendered alone 

and I hope what you made me go through comes back to you. 

The thing is I have learnt not to settle for anything 

that threatens my inner peace, 

I have learnt to put myself first and I gave up on you 

because you're worth nothing. Not even a penny.

Today I realize that losing you was my biggest win."